Lord, it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all…”
Clouded
June 22, 2004 no comments
I was late in school today…I was up early but I lay there still.I spent hours,which seemed like forever, listening to my every heart beat…then it suddenly dawned on me that I had to get up. I had to attend this class.
I was rushing to get to our building for my 11:00 class…the raindrops pelted my skin. I didn’t care about being wet. The wind was blowing against my face. I didn’t care if my classmates would tell me that I had just rolled out of bed or comment on my wind-blown hair. I settled on my seat and took a deep breath…no, actually, I let out a big sigh…with a stupid grin on my face. My seatmate said I looked good with my new hairdo…she said I was looking better everytime I come to class. (Huh?Bolera ang babaeng iyon!). Mike said, I was blooming and that I ought to tell him something. What something?…That I had a blush on?hehe.. excuse me, I don’t wear make up. Or he wanted me to tell him about my love life?!…Ugh.NO.:) I’d rather not. I was surprised that it seemed like everybody knows. Haha. I just find it…Funny. 
Thursday
ยป This Side Of Brightness
I sewed it up Stitched all these dead end streets
Into the sewn up seams of my heartstrings unwind(unwound)
Like a petal pulled from an open flower.
Surrounds by fields where children sign but don’t make a sound and don’t
Break it off
This searching for what we may never find
And that says it all.
I hope that we will make it through..
The heartbreak that comes with just living through one day
All the good times that past and all the friends we lose in a lifetime on our way.
Here in this life we seem so lost.
On this side of brightness we don’t know where to go.
I hope that we can make it
Through this night.
