Before I felt real terrible last night,I’ve been attempting to write down something on a piece of yellow paper, but I couldn’t grasp the words to start with…:( I was twisted. So I’ve decided to turn out the lights and try to sleep..but, heck! I couldn’t. No puedo domir Maybe it was because of my headache (migraine) or whatever! I took my painkillers, but it wouldn’t work. Believe me, I almost banged my head against the wall…What’s wrong with me? Maybe it’s just a manifestation
of my masochistic tendency/nature. Ugh. How strange of me. Hehehe. Bwahahhaha…
See? I just laughed. A sudden shift of mood. What the?!…That was bizzare.Last night, I was crying until I fell asleep. I was crying because I wanted to and because I had to. I had to strain my eyes to force my lids to close down. I had to release whatever kind tension in my system…perturbing my untroubled mind. I had to cut loose from my tangled emotions. You know what? It was really relieving and it put me to an instant forty winks…it didn’t take a long process..it helped a lot.:)
BUt then again, as usual, I was jolted out from sleep at 3:30 a.m. … I’m always like that. I frequently awake between 3-4 a.m. every single night…Hmm…no reason behind that. I haven’t figured out yet. I soon will, if I get the time to. ;p oh well…
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