What if things didn’t get back to normal? Well, think. Nothing. It’s as if it’s the farthest thing from mind now. Thoughts are so hard to grasp… Feelings? What if my feelings changed? Then I don’t wanna hear the end of the story. I’m gonna end up alone again. And him?! I wouldn’t try to care. Nah-ah.
I couldn’t concentrate in studying! Scanning notes and actually absorbing the ideas in your head are two different things. In my mind I said, shut up!I couldn’t focus. and my phone indeed shut up. No messages. No endless ringing. No nothing. And I’ve been constantly looking at my phone’s lcd for about 2 hours while in the study hall. Sheesh.
My classmate [member of "the nerds"] strike up a conversation with me before I left the classroom. He said that he chanced upon my former classmate in high school yesterday in an org meeting and I was the only one they talked about. Huh?! “Tinanong niya nga ako kung makulit ka pa rin daw, sabi ko…Naku sobra!Buhay nga dugo ng klase pagmag-settle na yan sa classroom eh.” Then I laughed. We laughed. Reminiscing high school days. Hmm…worth talking about din pala ako noh?haha
