The moment would’ve been great if i could remember something to say…I told you, I easily forget about mistakes or lemme say, bitter memories. I could’ve opened up a topic I was pretty sure he’d hate - but instead, I didn’t. I wouldn’t like the day to be worse than it already was. That was just not what I expected to be doing after 2 weeks of not seeing each other. I got bored and almost, irritated. His youngest sister came with us to watch a movie, but unfortunately, the teller didn’t agree to sell her a ticket because she’s under 13. So we had to go back to their house, a 15-min. drive, to drop her off. Oh well, we just missed the last screening. I suggested that we’d rather eat. That’s one thing that would make me feel like myself again. At the end of the day, as he held me close, I turned to jelly again…masaya na naman ako…and everything that happened that day moved behind me.
I’ve always hated silence, but I seem to be enjoying it now…
Ssshhh…gotta pass my thesis in 10 minutes. I’m just waiting for my professor. After that, I’m gonna get my grad pic and show it to the whole world!! Haha…wanna have a copy?:P
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I never really liked being the center of attention. I swear.
I get really self-conscious and shy…well, there are times (a lot of times) when I don’t care.
But, talking face to face with his mom is nerve-racking.hehe…
I remember dragging him out of his house because I didn’t wanna stay any longer… I was sitting on their couch for almost 2 hours! Damn, and those eyes…weeehh…I couldn’t take it.
vj:”Ano bang wino-worry mo?”
me:”I dunno..nahihiya lang tlga ako…hay…” (if his family would only often try to strike up a conversation with me…i’d be okay with that. para kasing I don’t know how to start the conversation e…I don’t wanna be labeled as “feeling close”)
vj:”ano ka ba?wala yun noh? actually, boto nga sayo Mom ko, eh. Pinagmamalaki ka pa nga sa Tita ko and kinukwento ka sa cousins ko. First time nagcomment yun ng ganon. D tulad sa mga exs ko.”
….silence…..
