you will never really understand because some things are never meant to be understood.
argh….so, i just found out that my yesterday’s blog entry had been screwed by that damn internet connection!after spending about an hour trying to tie up all those butterfly thoughts circling in my head?!and i can’t understand why this life is always playing its stupid tricks on me.it must be meant to be.yeah right.=) i won’t repeat any of whatever i’ve said in that entry. after all, it’s all emotional outburst. but still, it’s long enough to get anyone bored and disinterested at first blush…and i felt like i’ve exhausted every drop of my remaining punch. hayy…naransan ko na ring magsulat sa hangin at sumigaw sa langit na parang walang nakikinig. yes, this is the feeling. maybe God is trying to tell me: “I don’t want you to have anything to make you remember. Put down your grudge.” I know I don’t need to blow it open to all you poor guys reading this bull.
Nothing but chastised and maligned.
