i feel so…awful!!! whatever that’s happening to me today is utterly unacceptable. I’m transmorgifying(huh?i know there’s such a word) into a murderous creature. I could strain these eyes any minute.
To encapsulate the feeling that’s eating me up…this should do it. Anyone who knows this song, will you sing it for me…please?
Fix You- Coldplay
When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I Tears stream down your face I promise you
I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
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What is fair when nothing’s right? How will you know what’s fair, when you don’t know what’s right? Do you know what I’m getting at?
I’m a convoluted piece of a schmuck.
