COLLIDE-DISHWALLA
When I came here there was more.
Now I’ve come back to destroy,
And I’ve got nothing left,
And it’s a shame what we’ve become,
When we hurt the ones we love,
And it’s a place I can not go,
Anymore.
(Ch)
When we collide we lose ourselves.
When we collide we break in two,
And as we push and we shove and
we hurt the ones we love,
It’s a hard mistake.
When we collide,
We break.
When the cold comes crashing down,
And the fight lost what it’s about.
I could tell that you’d left.
It’s a shame what we’ve become,
When we hurt the ones we love.
It’s a place I can not go,
Anymore.
(repeat chorus twice)
I could guess what will hurt next and i’ll be totally sick in the head by then.
“Collector ka ba ng sakit?” was what Hana texted me last night (I miss her). I think so. I don’t know, it’s not even my choice and I don’t think I have the right to protest to God. Things happen. It happens just like that.
Maybe I could agree with my parents suggestion to crack my gums open and pull it out through..what else?operation! (tama ka Alex!huhu). But oh-no…I won’t give up. I’ve been pretty hard on myself lately and I know I can stand the pain. What’s another day, or week? Like any other person or thing in my life, I won’t give up this fucking tooth even when it’s hurting me like heaven only knows. Or maybe I would. But until i’d surrender, I’d let this useless wisdom tooth grow to prove its worth. Someday I’d thank it for the sleepless nights and the toss and turn moments…=)
“How much will you know about yourself if you haven’t been into a fight?” - Fight Club (join me!)
