this is the first time that I’ve watched Meet Joe Black from start to end. I don’t know, is it that embarrassing? I mean for a used-to-be-Brad-Pitt swooner like me? I still like him even at 41. but not that much anymore.hehe…Oh well, there’s only one thing I can say…I loved it! and thank God!Brad Pitt is not the only reason.
I finally have a copy of Lifehouse’s 2005 released album!whoopee!:) I wish I could post every lyric to my page…so just search it on my lyric search engine.hehe.or go to http://www.azlyrics.com/l/lifehouse.html Come Back Down, Into the Sun and Walking Away are my favorites. But I adore all of their songs! It just makes me sad everytime…you know, i’m an incorrigible masochist.
Hmmm….what else?
Oh yeah, last night he asked me…” If ever I decided to let you go for the sole reason that I believe he can make you happier, would you agree or not, would you (want to) be with him?”
I could have said “No,of course not.” right away…. but it made me think and delay my answer a minute longer (i thought hours had passed). Ayoko kasi magsalita ng tapos at bumalik sa akin mga sinabi ko. It was never my style. So, finally I said…
“Of course not…i wouldn’t agree with you because I’m happy with you and it would be a mistake to just accept your reason. But if the time comes when I feel that things i do with you are not making me happy anymore, I’d tell you…I don’t know who I wanna be with after you (coz I’m not entertaining the thought), but whoever he is…he’s lucky.and you’d be sorry for letting me go.” I ended it with a laugh. I know he was just fishing. Maybe he didn’t take it seriously. I don’t know. He didn’t say a word after that. Maybe he was pondering on the things I have said and wondering if there’s some truth to it. I don’t know. I followed it up with…”we are not gonna disappear into that corner,are we? we’re going straight ahead.you and me.” I meant it and I hope that made him feel better. Then he resumed on fishing information again as to how much I love him and whatnot.
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Have you ever been tangled up into a texting blooper? Grabe, I was so stupid. I missent a text message to the person who shouldn’t be reading anything like that…Ang gulo noh? But try to pick it up. I almost threw away my phone. What a blunder! I wouldn’t even want to disclose the details. Bottomline is: I got a person hurt again…incidentally and unintentionally… Why am I so bothered myself? Because I care for this person and I wanna help *** out of the can as soon as possible.
Once again, guilty…
