…totally electrified to move.
heto na…my anthem is starting to burn in my ears. Whoa, i feel much like an idiot than a fabulous chic.Ahem.:)
My mom keeps nudging me and telling me to “See the signs” and then smiles at me…as if it’s some phantasmagorical phrase that could change my life forever IF I’m so keen to notice. Argh. Maybe she always hears me blabbing about signs signs and all that. Well, before this month kicked off, I asked God to give me a sign (to let me know the right time to move) and a week after I prayed so hard…I saw it - in the most unlikely place; like it was intentionally placed right in front of me to see.
Okay…for those of you wondering what sign I asked for: I asked to give me a sign through a dove (the number should be above two). It doesn’t even have to be real. God could have given me a figurine, picture or whatever. But on the Friday morning, while walking back to my house,these 3 doves crossed the street coming from my left side. The houses along that street almost resemble slum-type scraps of a home…Well, now I could imagine doves living in there. But people actually having doves to feed? I don’t know…Basta, at that point I haven’t realized the sign until I got home and screamed “I saw the sign!” Hahaha… So, hopeful was I.
And…until now, I’m still not getting what I’ve asked for even if I’m doing everything with much exerted and superhuman effort. Argh. Please grant me patience. Patience please. Oh darn, BELIEVE.
Oh man, I’ve never ever cried for my dreams. Never. I could let go of my tears now, but not my dreams. It’s too early to give up.
In a private conversation, I told someone: “I just wanna stop the routine of waking up each day feeling like my life is in stagnancy and wondering how to inch my way to my dreams.”
I mean, dreams give me hope. I wanna do everything, but I don’t have everything I need to sustain myself with fuel to keep up.
Words to live by:
“Don’t believe in your doubts and never doubt your beliefs.Life is wonderful if you know how to live.”
Thanks to Samurai for that. ;p
Gotta fix myself.:)
