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SaRj
Female, 21, Single
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Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius
Location: Philippines
Hometown: space between
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IMPORTANT NOTICE:
Please don’t ask me anything about this entry after absorbing everything. I’ve stopped entertaining questions. Please, just do me this favor. Thank you.
I finally learned to let go of my greatest fears - the worst part is - one of which is, LOSING HIM. Yes, Veejay. It was beyond imaginable. For the last time, I had to be strong although I’m breaking into bits of ice being stabbed with an ice pick. I still hurt. And I don’t know how long this would throb inside of me. Don’t let my defenses melt away.
God, help me get over.
And guys, I need your cooperation too. Even for a month - at the very least - let’s not talk about it. Okay? Wag niyo akong kulitin. I’m not gonna breathe a word anymore.
Time to move on. I’ll figure out how. I have to!
“…tell me where do I start coz it’s breaking my heart…I don’t wanna let him go.”
But…
It has to end.
Should it start over again, it would have to be more real. More mature. Less complicated. Less of him and less of me. A total change.