I bet, a few moments later, my brothers would barge in again and tell me to get off my computer and watch some movies on TV. When I won’t leave, they would smirk and yell at me over their shoulder “Oh, come on! Forget about your online life for a while.” And I would try to find some powerful words to retort, only that I couldn’t. In the first place, they have always been right. I was supposed to forget about this. I should be happy that my slow speed dsl provider constantly reminds me that I am wasting my precious time here - I should take a break and let loose. I should be cathing up with everything offline - and isn’t that one of the reasons why I resigned from work? Isn’t that the point?
But as always, I always find a reason to justify my actions. I go online to communicate with my friends, to stay updated and make use of video tutorials for my planned software self-study. I can’t get away from this! Or maybe I can, I just don’t want to…yet.
And because everything seems to revolve around the net, sometimes blocking off real social interaction, people try to make the connection between individuals and their interests, more real than artificial as in computerized simulation - just to have someting to fill the gaps. I don’t know with you, but what makes this thing complicated is not dealing with it, but learning how to live without it.
Hell! I cannot even content myself with talking via im, sending and receiving updates via twitter, photo sharing via flickr or photobucket. Cannot content myself with an almost-real substitute for physical absence. And then I try to stop feeling despondent for a second, thinking that I am not alone in this, thinking that there are a lot of people who suffer the kind of loneliness where you can only imagine things being real. Well, in fact it is real…existing yet still missing.
Anyway, I’d rather stay in this virtual reality where most of you guys live in - than not being a part of it at all. Well, I’m thinking…I’d still have a lot of friends around just in case the glorious WWW explodes and vaporizes. Haha.
So what if you miss watching TV and hate logging off? I’ve found an alternative for that…
WiTV (said to be better than Joost and the others offering Wireless Internet TV)

Major Requirement: a super fast connection to enjoying watching the flash trailers.
But, I think I favor LikeVid more, this features all your favorite TV channel sites and redirects you to the top sites where you can watch random uploaded/streaming videos or television shows you dig.

Major Requirement: Supported browser. Like for Firefox (Windows), you have just have to follow a simple instruction to get an add-on called IE Tab. Of course there’s also for Mac and Linux users.
Or are you not a huge TV fan and simply like listening to any local radio station and record the one that’s playing too? Well, this is for US!
Download the Screamer Radio here!

What’s so cool about this is…it’s for free!
So you wouldn’t only be stuck with Lastfm this time! Haha.
Hmm, so I guess I could hang in here for a little while longer until time slows down again.
Autistic tendencies…
comment by Pangz — August 24, 2007 @ 5:43 pm
argh. tuwing papasok ako dito nakikita ako sa recent readers. tsk tsk. hindi ako makaka pag stalk nyan eh. wahaha.
anyway, hindi maganda layout ng site na ito pero dito ako kumukuha ng streaming local radio stations. pwede mo pang i link yung stream at ilagay sa site mo yung mga stations.
http://www.dagupan.com/radio/default.htm
comment by Ryman — August 24, 2007 @ 5:47 pm
@Pangz: oh come on, you have one too. haha! autistic freak! haha.
@ryman: you just have to log off from your mybloglog account first before you visit any site or you can just hide your picture before i get to see it. hahaha. thanks for the link! pero…ano ba to! napakapangit naman talaga. yoko na ng streaming radio station sa site ko noh. tama na yung flash player ko dyan. pero marerecommend ko sa iba to.haha
comment by Sarj — August 24, 2007 @ 9:11 pm
JUDGE: How do you plea?

PANGZ: Guilty Your Honor.
comment by Pangz — August 25, 2007 @ 2:37 pm