Just because I’m kind of feeling low today, which is a total reverse effect of yesterday’s irrepressible cheerfulness, I resorted to Compliment Bot - an online auto-machine which spits random touchy-feely compliments when you can’t dish out anything from humans. 
And my first compliment was:
And guess what? I was currently eating chocolate-filled Pipers when I picked this one. Another coincidence?:P That one made me smile. The simplicity and childishness of the words make me go Awwww… 
Well, I could give up chocolates forever for love. Oh, snap! I’m sounding silly again. I could keep refreshing the page until I feel better. Is this really how it feels to watch the rain battering against the window while listening to mushy songs? I feel miserable or maybe, it’s just my untreated migraine. Stop ruining my thoughts.
I was juggling work and household chores today. It’s a tough one, mind you - especially when you’ve been working on a mind-boggling task the whole week. And I hope I’m close to learning the secret formula or else, I’ll keep getting headaches. Anyway, despite running errands, I always see to it that I accomplish something and finish my assignments at the end of the day.
I didn’t have time to go shopping yesterday because of the bad weather and I couldn’t think of something to give to TJ for his birthday so I postponed it ’til later. And until then, I still couldn’t think of anything for his present - so you know what I bought him? Baby supplies! Food, diapers, milk, cereals and all those stuff. Haha! Additional gallons of ice cream! I wasn’t able to cook for him since I was too busy. And I asked them not to have a party anywhere but here so that I could attend. 
And it was fun. Kiddie parties are always fun, right?:) My inner child is jumping up and down again. I stopped having parties when I was twelve. That was my last. And I think I never had a real party after that. Not even on my debut. Haha. I remember how horrible my 18th birthday went. Oh, (note to Sarj) don’t remind me of my birthday and the fact that it’s less than 3 months away from now. 
Aww, I wanna be a kid again - to able to sleep peacefully at night without worrying about anything, do anything as I wish without being conscious about what people might think of me, give one’s trust without any hint of doubt and believe, once again, in magic, dreams, fantasies…
just like the time I once believed in Santa Claus and the time when all my wishes seem to come true by simply believing. Maybe the reason why wishes remain as wishes because I don’t have enough belief…nor faith.
So I as I lit the sole candle on the cake, my nephew’s gaze wandered away from me to the candle. He stared at it for a while and for a moment I wondered what he was thinking before Ethan disrupted his thoughts with the words…”make a wish!hurry!”
Instantaneously, as strange as it may seem, I found myself wishing instead…
I don’t know who blew it away, but when I opened my eyes…the light was already out. I was pretty sure it was Ethan, but I felt relieved in a real weird way. Is this the start of hoping for the impossible again?
I’ve been thinking for a while what to write about that would interest people since I don’t want any of my readers falling asleep with my entries, but I figured that my real intention of putting up my personal blog site was not to entertain people - but to unload a dominant feeling which some of you could relate with.
And as of this moment, that dominant feeling is happiness. There are some emotions lurking within me but this time, I won’t give it a chance to surface - because it’s more important to just be happy than to allow trivial, distressful, inanimate things to affect my current mood. So since I mentioned about happiness, you’d want to know what causes it. So now, I am telling you.
*My bestfriend is now a registered electrical engineer. His hardwork finally paid off. I let out a shriek, scream, whatever, when I learned about it and I was totally ecstatic for him. You do deserve a big hug.
*Dad’s words about kicking me off to some place struck me with horror. But as I try to entertain the thought, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad at all. My family has never blamed me for any of my failures (if there was ever a major failure I made) and I was taught not to fear the unknown and taught to try anything as long as I have their consent.
*I have real friends and this is the perfect time of the day to count my blessings. I do believe that people come into our lives with a purpose. We can all make use of time to know people more than skin deep.
*My brother’s birthday yesterday was a real special one and seeing how happy he was that night made me want to cry amidst the laughter.
*I’ve finally adjusted with my new job and meeting the SEO team and the whole AITS staff through badminton bonding was fun. I really wasn’t attired to play because of my stiff neck and monthly period (yeah, what’s there to hide?), but I felt obliged to. Now my body feels like breaking.
*Lastly, I’m breathing in an authentic baby’s breath. Addictive.
Zach
Isn’t life grand? ^_^ Live it to the fullest and notice the simplest things - and you won’t regret a moment. 
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