So I’ve been attempting to compose a song since a month ago, but I still couldn’t get it right. My mind just keeps changing and scrambling things up. It’s almost done though… hopefully I’d be able to put up the audio clip soon. 
Lines
A stare that lingers is never really there
Just like a word uttered through a whisper
It stays, it haunts, it makes its way deep into your soul
But it never crosses the line that exists
Between you and I…
Why would I lie?
Smiling too much sometimes hurts and I am the
One who should know
Lines imprinted on my face came from artificiality
That hardly ever show
Glad you’re not around to look closely
And find yourself in me
I am safe in the world I built with the lines
I’ve drawn to keep us apart
Our distance makes it easier to live without you
Tuck you away from my heart
Now that we’re blind and weak
No one can read between the lines
I lost my voice, I cannot speak
Memorized lines have gone past us
I’m powerless to do anything, but to feel
Your presence beyond these lines
Meant to be forgotten
All or nothing. Love me or hate me. Stay or go.
This video could’ve turned out so much better IF Video Studio didn’t mess up with the effects I applied on it. It took me a day just to figure out how to troubleshoot the problem, “unable to load library”. Grr. Even with Corel’s support on troubleshooting Ulead 11 plus, I still got zero results. So I tried everything, I removed all the 3d effects and other huge files and video clips, and switched all the transitions to basic…and it damn f***ing worked. At long last! It’s less than a beauty, it wasted my time, but it’s worth it…because I made it for myself. lol!
*Just my two cents, I seriously think this poster sucks
Okay so a few days back, a friend told me that she thinks her character match was Samantha Jones and she asked me who was mine. But since I know I’m like no other (haha), I couldn’t identify myself with any of them. Freeze, on second thoughts, I think I have a dash of qualities of Carrie and Miranda in me (when they have finally matured!). Meaning I can be cynical yet emotionally-inclined at times. I am logical, I tend to justify everything, yet when it’s time to let my feelings go - I let it flow like there’s no tomorrow (haha). Telling my heart to act unsympathetic towards my thoughts. It happens, you know, those times when your mind overpowers your emotions and tells you HOW you should feel - to feel numb. And what do you know? It works for me. It’s the mind power. When you’ve trained it for years to work that way, sometimes it’s uncontrollable.
Just to prove that I was right about my guess, I took a few quizzes. Dig this: Nobody really knows me better than myself, but you see, I am no mystery (really now?). You get what you see, just a blueprint of labyrinth on my face. haha.
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