Emo emo emo…if you have a low self-esteem, that would explain why “emo” people are somewhat portrayed as some sick suicidal junks on earth - if you know what I mean by that adjective.
Luckily, I am not that type of emotional freak wanting to get attention and physical affection for crying out loud! I don’t walk around with my coal-rimmed eyes in Gothic fashion and giving up high fives with my fellow sickos as we kick start the day with screamo music. Why would I want the world or anyone for that matter to feel my anger, pain and disgust for my own kind? Why would I let anyone suffer and sympathize with me if I am supposed to make people feel better? You need something that would help you crawl out of that hole, not to bury yourself in it.
Yes, I do get my own share of emotional drama like most of the time…but that’s part of the way I am and as much as possible, I never wanted it to show. In stating that, it doesn’t also mean that I just keep it all inside. I do let it out in any way I could think of. I become more productive when I am stuck in a funk actually, because I make myself useful but not when I am down with a fever. As you know, it doesn’t help a bit when you’re being so damn worthless, lying around all the time. Yeah yeah, I actually need to get some sleep by now but I slept from 7-11pm - just woke up for my dinner. And now, I just can’t go back to dreamland again! So you know what I am getting myself busy with at the moment? It’s Kokology - A series of Self-Discovery Tests! 
I’ve always wanted to buy this book but always found no time to get one or whenever I get the time, I don’t have the money. haha! See how strange circumstances are? 
Anyway, the net has given me an alternative…I got myself an e-book! Ha! Freeloader pirate! Anyway, I took some of the tests.. and I’d like to post this one.
Adrift On the Breeze
Can you still remember those long summer days when school was out, you had no responsibilities and there was nothing but time from when you woke up till the sun finally went down? Time for play and adventure, time to daydream and roam. Hours to spend on childhood diversions… flying kites.. watching clouds…blowing bubbles.
Image you are out again on a childhood summer’s day, blowing bubbles in an open field. Which of the following best describes the scene you imagined?
1. The bubbles you blow float away high into the sky.
2. You are blowing hundreds of tiny bubbles through your plastic ring.
3. You’re concentrating on blowing a single enormous bubble.
4. The bubbles you make are carried behind you on the breeze.
Results
I always spread out the contagious happy virus. Haha! Ah, you can just imagine how hyper I can get during happy times like this. 