This morning I told my Mom I wanted to get a haircut, a pedi and mani plus a damn massage. I even asked her if she wanted to come with me! She agreed to go to the spa with me this weekend but then she gave me this puzzling and worried look, “Are you okay, darling?” Of course I am, was my instant reply. Why should I not be okay?! Is it wrong to pamper and spend money over yourself once in a while? Should I even waste an opportunity to look and feel good? No way! Haha! So just to set the record straight, I am not depressed nor am I going out on a date. In fact, I don’t want to go anywhere during this 3-day weekend but to the spa…
*Somewhere Down The Road is currently playing and is starting to sound like a cat repeatedly scratching a piece of blackboard*
Again, I am perfectly fine. Damn, why do songs like this ruin my day?! And why do I allow it to? How funny is it that when you’re not looking for an excuse to feel good, life reminds you right away that there is indeed a reason for everything? Everytime I stop and wonder why, sometimes I really don’t want to know what’s behind all this…sometimes I just want to sit there and wonder forever, feel utterly confused without even knowing why and just let it hurt until it sinks into oblivion.
When experiencing constipation, the best way is to keep a straight face and no one would suspect.
I have no idea where it came from but I think I’ve swallowed a whole package of happy pills before I left home yesterday or was it just brought to me by pure luck? It’s like I woke up one day and suddenly a feeling surmounted that tells everything’s going to go smoothly. Well I know I’ve said it before, I don’t write when I am extremely happy - only when I’m down in the dumps or just for some reason connected to that. But today is different! My week started right and I am thankful for it! I am just thankful for each day I feel this way and I wish this unflinching exuberance I enjoy at the moment never ends. Ever.
Some people tell me that they just love how I find humor in everything. Yeah, I am not hard to please at all. It’s so easy to tickle my funny bone even if I am not feeling so well. I never forced a smile or cough out a laugh just to please people - it’s genuine enough to make them see that I can be happy without too much effort. I always spread out the contagious happy virus. Haha! Ah, you can just imagine how hyper I can get during happy times like this.
If I could choose a time to die, God could take me now.
“If God answers your prayer, He is increasing your faith…
If God delays, He is increasing your patience…
If God doesn’t answer, He knows you can handle the situation.”
Amazing how life turns out the way that it does
We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love
I wanna break every clock
The hands of time could never move again
We could stay in this moment (stay in this moment)
For the rest of our lives
Is it over now hey, hey, is it over now
I wanna be your last, first kiss
That you’ll ever have
I wanna be your last, first kiss
So just to set the record straight, I am not depressed nor am I going out on a date. 
I always spread out the contagious happy virus. Haha! Ah, you can just imagine how hyper I can get during happy times like this. 
